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My husband was in a fatal crash 4.21.23 that also took the life of his passenger- a young woman who was 30, and the driver of the other car only 21 and her passenger, 17. The other driver who was the at-fault driver, was sober according to ME reports, but my husband and his passenger were not. We will never know why she was in his lane causing the fatal head on collision. Yesterday on my way home from the crash site, after an abundance of signs that he was with me, a van passed with a license plate that said “bicycle” and the kids and I entertained the thought that perhaps there was a bicycle out that night and she got over far and wide since it was a highway. We will never know. My husband and I were in a separation and I was expecting to hear from him the weekend he was killed. Instead I heard from the troopers via a knock on my door at 2am that he and his passenger whom they were trying to identify, were dead. When we figured out who she was it was heartbreaking, to say the least. A beautiful young lady who was his current girlfriend of about a month. I feel so bad for her family but sadly we never got the chance to meet because I was omitted from his obituary and told to keep quiet and away from her family. My in-laws didn’t want to upset her family that their daughters boyfriend had a wife, and step kids. My brain, that was already in a form of survival mode getting through our separation, shifted, and was on full-on trauma patrol to help me survive. I had undergone many rounds of intense EMDR in 2021 and knew my brain went into fawn mode as a trauma response, but I didn’t realize I would go back into that mode. I also thought my days of dissociating were long gone. Boy was I wrong! My brain began dissociating in the months that followed, and I struggled to come back to a place of mental health. I still have many, many days where I can easily begin to doubt reality but I am making it, and thankful for the lessons I’ve been learning along the way. Just three weeks prior to his death, I lost my last grandparent rather suddenly as well. It has been a dark two years but the glimmers of hope and light and love I keep finding are bright, they are in people, animals, nature, and even myself, and are a miracle. If you are struggling with alcohol or addiction please reach out for help. You can have better days ahead, I promise. My husband was an Army veteran who served two tours in Iraq as a combat medic and had deamons and darkness only other veterans could understand. His drinking was what led to our seperation. Knowing he was out at a VFW drinking the night he was killed breaks my heart because I had seen him sober too and seen him working through his issues. May his death serve as a reminder to you that you are worthy of love and of good health and to be released from the chains of alcoholism and addiction that hold you tight. #drinkinganddriving #mentalhealthmatters #ptsd #armyveteran #widow #grief #alcoholism #youmatter #lovewins #04212023💜 #marriage #selflove #fatalcrash #foryoupage #foryourpage #fyp #seagulls #flockofseagulls #spirituality #emtMy Husband Was In A Sound Effects Free Download. Sound Effects Downloader To Help You Download The Highest Quality My Husband Was In A Sound Effects Free Download For TikTok Videos. You Just Search Sound Effects And Download.