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and I miss you more than you can ever know. I wish you would’ve talked to me. I loved you so much. I still do. I wish everything since was a bad dream. I think you were my soulmate. I look for you everywhere, and it hurts that when I dream of you is the closest I’ll get to seeing you again. I should’ve listened to my instinct. I so badly want to hear your voice and make you laugh, see the way your eyes would narrow and crinkle at the sides when you smiled, see your chipped left front tooth. I don’t want all I have left of you to be pictures and drawings and origami and your phone number. I would do anything in my power to turn back time. I don’t know if I could’ve changed anything or if I only would’ve delayed it, and both answers hurt just as much as never knowing. No one understands how I feel about you. You and I were the closest we came to being understood and accepted by each other. There are so many things I was supposed to do with you that I never did and never will. I’m graduating next year, and you were supposed to be graduating with me. I could talk to you about anything, and I know it was always harder for you to open up— that’s what it’s like for me now, too. But you could’ve. I wanted you to. I wanted to know every part of you and ever feeling and thought that existed in you. I am scared I will never be able to really love anyone, as I did you, again. I hate myself for not thinking straight. There is so much I want to say to you. I’ve had dreams about you, but they don’t come as much anymore. Sometimes in them you come back, and I cry and hug you. Other times you never committed in the first place, and we just spend the day together and I look at you, and I don’t quite know that it’s a dream, but I know I need to look at you as long as I can. Other times you tried, and it didn’t work, and we helped each other. When I tried, your sister said she’d never seen you the way you were when you found out. She only told me that after you died. I have so many questions. I know neither of us was ever sure what came after death, and both of us wondered, but I find myself hoping you’re still somewhere, somehow, and you know how much I need you. I am so mad at myself, and I am so mad at you, and I am so mad at our friends and your parents and the school but really I just wish you were here. I feel like it’s my fault. I know that to some extent, it is. People try to tell me otherwise and I get where they’re coming from— I know it wasn’t all me. It was everyone and everything, including you. Still, I wonder if I could’ve changed it. You said you wouldn’t do it. I know that doesn’t matter, but it’s painful to remember anyhow. Sometimes I imagine you showing up at your parents doorstep with a Hawaiian shirt and shorts and some suitcases and a hat and a bunch of papers with equations in your hand because you were so smart you figured out how to come back. It’s a nice thought, I guess. It still doesn’t feel real that you’re gone forever. It’s been almost two years, so I don’t think it ever will. I haven’t seen your parents in a while. I keep meaning to, but something holds me back. Maybe I don’t want to be a burden. Maybe I just don’t want to see the remnants of you in your room again. I’m not sure. I miss our FaceTimes through ungodly hours of the night. You were the only one I’d stay up for. I am eternally grateful for the hundreds of pictures I took of you. I wish we had more together. I think about you every day. I wish we could’ve had more time together. I wish we communicated better. I wish you were here. Some people never get to meet someone they feel so inexplicably connected to, so I guess in that way I’m lucky. I am lucky, actually, to have met you and called you my friend and made you smile sometimes. I could talk to you about anything, I could talk to you for hours, I could talk about you for hours. I text your number all the time. I try to call sometimes, even though I know it won’t work. You were everything. I miss you.
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