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what am i to do??? my friends want to do an international group trip next year and i really really want to go, but the dilemma is, if i go, it'll feel like im kind of betraying her (bc i wouldn't want HER going on a trip without me AND with other guys) but it's also a really important summer of my life and i don't want to waste that. i know she's worth the wait, i just don't want her to consider it a double standard in the future (if i go) but i can't even talk it out with her. ofc this ALL depends on whether i get to see her or not because i WOULD gladly choose her over the trip, but if i can't even see her then what do i do?? rot away all summer? best case she comes with, but she said she can't. and ive also been thinking about how im going to handle hearing about all the things i missed out on with her once i get the chance to. a certain ex-AJR fan followed me on snap today?? so i guess he's on socials now but i wondered why he joined so suddenly and then my mind took a turn for the worse so i had to really put my phone down and sigh (out loud). nothing i can do about it i guess, and the worst part is she told me not to tell anyone abt where we're at rn so i can't even explain the situation to anyone when they ask i just have to thug it out and pretend we're doing great. possessive + jealous in a LDR is not for the faint of heart. ive been lowk locked in on my own life so far and i plan on it for the rest of the year but all this overthinking has been killing me. it sucks cuz im jus living my life normally every day for most of the day and at night all hell breaks loose. i wonder how she is doing every day too. on one hand i DO want her to be happy and on the other i wonder if she misses me as much as i do her. anyway tomorrow im going to visit and hang out with some friends that are moving away soon so that's gonna be fun 🔥What Am I To Do??? Sound Effects Free Download. Sound Effects Downloader To Help You Download The Highest Quality What Am I To Do??? Sound Effects Free Download For TikTok Videos. You Just Search Sound Effects And Download.