Back in my early 20s sound effects free download
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Back in my early 20s I started to suffer from panic attacks that were 6-8 hours long. everyday, for months I had these panic attacks. After battling my mental health for a long time, on one really bad night in June, I decided to end my life. I waited for car that was going fast enough and what I got was a police officer, named John McCarthy, who saw a very lost and scared girl. He pulled over to ask if I was alright when I clearly wasn't. He saved my life that night. Not once, but twice he would save me from committing suicide. When I did start to get better, I sent him a letter letting him know I was doing better. We would spend the next 12 years exchanging the occasional letter and I started sending him Christmas cards every year as an annual update. From my engagement, wedding, pregnancy announcement, birth announcements, and all of life's events. For my 35th birthday, my husband took me to Hawaii. I didn't think I would live past 25 and I almost didn't. So 35 was a major milestone birthday for me. I let John know I would be going through the airport, where he worked patrol, and he was there to send me off on my big birthday trip. That's when this picture was taken. It was the first and only time we'd meet each other after he saved my life. Over the next 6 months we'd text each other to check in and John would always reply he was struggling, I won't go into why. I told him to look after his mental health because I couldn't bare to loose him to suicide. In February of 2022 things went radio silence. On May 31,2022 I sent him a text asking to meet up. My family and I were moving out of the state and I wanted to see him one last time. I never would get a response. I sent that text just a few hours too late. On June 12th,2022 I would be informed of his suicide by his police partner. She told me how he talked about me all the time and when he did, he would " get a twinkle in his eyes and a goofy smile on his face" and that I had just as much as a profound impact on his life that he had on mine. He kept everything I had ever sent him. Every card, letter, and picture. And he kept it all in his work locker so it was literally the first thing he'd see when he went to work. She also gave me one of his badges which I will cherish for the rest of my life. I miss you John, in the most profound and painful way. I love you. #Suicideawareness #cops #copsoftiktok #copsontiktok #copstiktokBack In My Early 20s Sound Effects Free Download. Sound Effects Downloader To Help You Download The Highest Quality Back In My Early 20s Sound Effects Free Download For TikTok Videos. You Just Search Sound Effects And Download.